I was nineteen during most of the
year covered by 1969: The Year Everything
Changed, by Rob Kirkpatrick (2011). I was aware, as they were happening, partially
or fully, of the events this collection of short narratives covers. I was disappointed that this book rendered events
that once stood in my memory as blazing moments as prosaic events of little
importance. This is not the fault of the book or its author.
My main criticism of this volume
is that it describes the important events of 1969 without offering much
context. There’s not much analysis or
interpretation, little effort to delve below the surface of these events. They
don’t fit together in some sort of coherent or even incoherent assemblage of
moments that sum up the year or the decade for which 1969 served as a culmination. They leave me uncertain as to what did
change, and why, and how. Altamont, Vietnam, Chappaquiddick, Charles Manson, the
Mets, Nixon, the Apollo moon landing and other moments are part of my personal
history—I may not have experienced them first hand, but I lived through and certainly
knew about them, thought about and wrestled with their meaning. They helped formed my identity. (Equally important to that formation are
college experiences and friends). In Kirkpatrick’s book these events that
defined 1969 are reduced simply to instances of reportage decades after the
fact. Dry, factual, interesting, but
distant, almost irrelevant. I have lived
long enough that many of the events that meant most to the formation of my
“self”—events extending mainly from 1968 to 1972—are now distant history. I feel removed from them and what they represented. I feel removed from (though in many cases
desiring to reconnect with) people I knew then.
Of course, I am no longer remotely
similar to the person I was in those years, and in many regards that is good. My marriage and my children, and my work at
the University of Georgia, changed me into a different person. My family is what matters to me. In my sons
there is perpetuity. The events of 1969 are distant, dead history.
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